February 28,2010 "I'm guessing this is growing up"

3 songs I'm relating to right now:Turn It Off-Paramore,Coffee Break-FTSK,Practice Makes Perfect-CIWWAF.Those songs definitely say what I feel right now.So hard to believe everything that's happening right now.All the change & pressure.This is the part where everything changes,life,school,friends,family,interests,etc.As usual,as I always say,busy.Just when I think everything's okay,more stuff comes in.No one ever said ever said growing up was easy.Tomorrow's March already.Summer's coming near here in the philippines.4th quarter's going way too fast.Can't believe the 1st year of HS is already over.Crap.February 28,& I haven't even gotten a ticket for Paramore's concert.Might go,if grades will improve.If that's even possible.Some people say I'm intelligent/smart,well truth is I'm NOT.I'm not dumb or stup!d either,just average.But well,I wasted it.Became so interested in other crap,such as technology,alternative music,etc.Sometimes I kinda think that I've disappointed others.They just say that it's okay.How do others even balance,being smart,yet still interested in those stuff I mentioned.I think they're secretly perfect.What the fudge.Sometimes I wish it was sort of back to the old days.New change is kinda scary.

February 13,2010 "I can feel the pressure,it's getting closer now"

I know,it's really been a long time that I haven't been blogging because of school & I'm just clueless on what to blog about.So insane these days.3 weeks ago,had 3rd quarter exams.Failed in science. D: Week after that,4th quarter.So much pressure,seriously.Lots of overload @ school as usual.Yesterday,had a school fair.Sort of interesting.I wanted to go check out the other stuff in there but I was so sleepy.I feel so misunderstood,seriously.Anyways,bad news,found out that we have a HS dance,& us freshman students,have to go. D: I don't want to go 'cause well,I just don't enjoy dancing,dressing up,& all that other stuff.Me & some of my batchmates we're planning to go,but NOT dance.Worst part,we have to dance.I keep saying that I won't come,but classmates keep on saying:"You have to go." Come on,it already bores me out.So many things that others expect @ this point of life.Social life?!I'm fine with just having a few good friends,me staying @ home,etc.I just prefer it that way.Well I guess,this is it for now.

December 31,2009 "if only time flew like a dove,we could watch it fly & just keep looking on"

Insane & fun Christmas vacation.1 week before christmas day,had a christmas program in school.Our batch recited poems about peace.True,i kinda agree w/some classmates & batchmates.Best one ever.Had to do HW. D: Finally got to play more songs on guitar.(alternative songs.i'm only a beginner in playing the guitar)Christmas eve,usual w/ family.(dad's side)i counted to midnight.(for the 1st time i think XD)Christmas day,always fun,of course.This time w/ family in(?) mom's side.I always have fun times w/ cousins.Walking around,trying to play guitar w/ them.A day after that,1 of my cousins,(mom's side)went to my house for a sleepover.Usual randomness.3 days ago,went to mall w/ cousins.(mom's side again,we're really close)Walking around,ate too much.Talked about random,funny stuff.Really laughing a lot.Also happy new year to anyone who's reading this.Still can't believe it's almost 2010.1 of the things i can say is:almost 2010 already,it was just like yesterday that 2008 ended & 2009 just began.(from my twitter)feels like days ago that our batch was going to graduate elementary then go to HS.Then suddenly we're already in HS.And well everything that happened during 2008-2009.Almost seemed endless.

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I would go back to the past & to lots of places.

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My dream job would be me being a songwriter.Writing songs with my favorite bands.haha LOL XD

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November 6,2009 "These are the fast times"

birthday today,finally 14.how fast did time go by?can't believe this is where i am now.everything changing.from personality(sort of),interests,favorite stuff(:D),what i wanted to be,etc.when i was small i wanted to be a doctor,then a writer.but now i want to be a songwriter. :> before i was extremely boring & too serious(sort of haha lol)now i don't care what other people think.when i'm w/ my real friends,i'm random.music taste,before i would only listen to pop rock(or sometimes pop),now i listen to alternative,pop punk,sometimes i can't believe that my music taste would suddenly expand.i couldn't imagine myself listening to that kind of music & those kinds of bands.XD lots more years to face.

November 2,2009 "Some people never change,they just stay the same way"

Can't believe it's already November.4 days to b-day.sometimes people can be so unfair.it's like they just get hurt by something so little.there r some people,who,if others have a different opinion,they get mad.what the freaking crap.those kind of people are so arrogant,& it's really annoying.they think that they're so superior,it's like they can't accept correcting,opinions,constructive criticism,etc.they make lots of excuses,hmmm...w/o their excuses & their so called "friends",let's see how they'll do.they think the world revolves around them.yes,this is my intense side.sorry to be harsh & no offense.